[ For the first time in the conversation, Jack sounds something other than hopeful or serious, he sounds disgusted. Being Lucifer's son has been a scar on him since the moment he was born. Dean didn't let him forget it for a long time, but it's not as if he could. The question of whether Jack was doomed to be like Lucifer is what most of his life has been surrounding. Three years isn't a long time, but it's long enough to be tired of the same question.
And every bad choice he made, every mistake or accident or foolish trusting of someone else, it made him wonder if he is fighting pointlessly. But Castiel was his rock, the person who was certain of him. It's painful to lack that when looking at the face of the person he loves so deeply. ]
Most of the bad things that happened to me, to all of us, are because of him. I hate him, and I'm glad he's dead.
[ Lucifer stealing his Grace is why his body died, why his soul took over his life force, and why he burned it out killing Michael. Why he killed Mary, why he hates himself. It all comes back to the same person who gave him life. ]
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[ For the first time in the conversation, Jack sounds something other than hopeful or serious, he sounds disgusted. Being Lucifer's son has been a scar on him since the moment he was born. Dean didn't let him forget it for a long time, but it's not as if he could. The question of whether Jack was doomed to be like Lucifer is what most of his life has been surrounding. Three years isn't a long time, but it's long enough to be tired of the same question.
And every bad choice he made, every mistake or accident or foolish trusting of someone else, it made him wonder if he is fighting pointlessly. But Castiel was his rock, the person who was certain of him. It's painful to lack that when looking at the face of the person he loves so deeply. ]
Most of the bad things that happened to me, to all of us, are because of him. I hate him, and I'm glad he's dead.
[ Lucifer stealing his Grace is why his body died, why his soul took over his life force, and why he burned it out killing Michael. Why he killed Mary, why he hates himself. It all comes back to the same person who gave him life. ]