[ a change comes to castiel's face as jack explains, his gaze drifting away to the side. a world where he never raised dean from hell.
he can't imagine how different.
he supposes now he'll never see him again, just as jack won't be seeing sam. though the former was his own choice. he accepted, when he said yes to lucifer, that he would never retrieve his body. it seemed more likely that in the end lucifer would finish it by killing him, just to have a laugh (as is his custom).
it makes him sad all the same. ]
I hope you can get back there someday, [ castiel turns away. ] but I'm not him.
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he can't imagine how different.
he supposes now he'll never see him again, just as jack won't be seeing sam. though the former was his own choice. he accepted, when he said yes to lucifer, that he would never retrieve his body. it seemed more likely that in the end lucifer would finish it by killing him, just to have a laugh (as is his custom).
it makes him sad all the same. ]
I hope you can get back there someday, [ castiel turns away. ] but I'm not him.