[ Jack thought maybe it was painful. He doesn't really understand the relationship between the angels and Chuck. He knows that Lucifer and Michael were very close to him though, more so than the others. He's created so many beautiful things, he had to have been good once. Jack tries to be good and he hopes some things aren't inevitable, like him being like his father and grandfather. Castiel is supposed to be one of the things that helps him from that. ]
You ... can't tell?
[ The angels were able to track him before and supernatural beings sometimes could tell looking at him what he is, but Cas also has known Jack from the start. Or a future him does. It's fair for Castiel to ask and maybe he should stop being afraid. Maybe he's being foolish. ]
I'm a Nephilim. He's afraid of my power. I almost killed him. That's what I was supposed to do for the plan. I didn't ... want to. But I have to, for everyone.
[ Jack really and truly does not want to kill anyone. He has enough death on his hands but he knows that some things are more important than his personal feelings. He's a hunter, he's a Winchester. It's more than him. ]
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[ Jack thought maybe it was painful. He doesn't really understand the relationship between the angels and Chuck. He knows that Lucifer and Michael were very close to him though, more so than the others. He's created so many beautiful things, he had to have been good once. Jack tries to be good and he hopes some things aren't inevitable, like him being like his father and grandfather. Castiel is supposed to be one of the things that helps him from that. ]
You ... can't tell?
[ The angels were able to track him before and supernatural beings sometimes could tell looking at him what he is, but Cas also has known Jack from the start. Or a future him does. It's fair for Castiel to ask and maybe he should stop being afraid. Maybe he's being foolish. ]
I'm a Nephilim. He's afraid of my power. I almost killed him. That's what I was supposed to do for the plan. I didn't ... want to. But I have to, for everyone.
[ Jack really and truly does not want to kill anyone. He has enough death on his hands but he knows that some things are more important than his personal feelings. He's a hunter, he's a Winchester. It's more than him. ]